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Friday's Child/51-55. Lives in United States/Louisiana/New Orleans/The Westbank, speaks English. Spends 20% of daytime online. Uses a Faster (1M+) connection.  I play hard, love fiercely & unconditionally. I'm steadfastly loyal, even when others are not./Recovering addict since 09/90.
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United States, Louisiana, New Orleans, The Westbank, English, Friday's Child, 51-55, I play hard, love fiercely & unconditionally. I'm steadfastly loyal, even when others are not., Recovering addict in NA since 09/90. Multiple Sclerosis diagnosis 12/04

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Friday's Child


As in ... "You SO own me!"

Sinja OWNED!
Co owned by Deirdre

Warning! Mood swings!

"I have seen the sea when it is stormy and wild; when it is quiet and serene; when it is dark and moody. And in all its moods I see myself." --Martin Buxbaum

yucky. -- Otto's Mood Faces
Feeling emotional.

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We lost it all to
Hurricane Katrina

I'm a Katrina Survivor!

1 Dead in Attic by Chris Rose = To experience the aftermath of Katrina, this is the book to read
1 Dead in Attic
Chris Rose

Washing Away - New Orleans hurricane vulnerabilities
2002 acclaimed series
on New Orleans'
hurricane vulnerabilities

Rebuild New Orleans!

This is our love, Louisiana

Katrina Information Network
Katrina 2 Years Later - CNN Report

Hurricanes I've Survived

Matter of Grey Matter

September 11, 2001 --
Through blurred double vision, I watched in horror as the Twin Towers in NYC crumbled to the ground. I feared I was going blind and prayed, "Please don't let these horrifying images be the last I see."

An MRI revealed a brain lesion pressing against my optic nerve. Several years of invasive tests and terrifying uncertainty followed. Finally, in December of 2004 I received my diagnosis ...

Multiple Sclerosis

"What is MS?" Video

I began daily injections of Copaxone in June of 2005.  Although I seem to have permanent symptoms from my last exacerbation, my last MRI revealed no new lesions and no new scarring.

I recently discovered that the best prep for injection is a warm compress before and after. I no longer get unsightly bruises or huge knots and there's less pain.

National MS Society

Mission: end the
devastating effects of MS

Join the Movement *video*

My Champions are:
CandyPen and
Glenda, my sweet
I'm honored & humbled

Band Against MS

Multiple Sclerosis and
the Aspartame Hoax


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Music hath charms
to soothe a savage beast,
To soften rocks,
or bend a knotted oak.
-- William Congreve --

.:: 60s and 70s music ::.

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Little known tidbit about Friday: I paid $600 for my very first computer in 1996. It was built to spec for one reason ... so I could play Diablo. I became addicted to the music of Tristram Village. To me, it's musical valium.

I am loved!


A thoughtful token
that changes often
from my sweet friend,
Candy @ Daily Thoughts

previous tokens

From precious Smallstar ...

Smallstar's Happy Heart - click to see full image

From my dollface, Melly Girl
pretty sparkly from Melly Girl

And I love!

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If time and health allow, I'm willing to make custom group hugs. Request on taggie. Specify colors & names. Group hug without names is fine ... whatever. Two to four huggers.

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coming soon -- my newphew, Gavin!

Compassion in action

[x] Don't almost give. GIVE!

For my mother, my sister, Meecie & May
[x] American Diabetes Association

For my daddy
[x] American Liver Foundation

For Frank, Meecie & Me
[x] Nat'l Institute of Mental Health

For my sister and me
Sometimes losing
is really winning!

My Presurgical Weight: 225 lbs
Total Weight Loss: 128 lbs
Current Weight: 108-112 lbs
[x]American Obesity Association

For Cassie, her mother, her stepfather, her father and my jackass brother
My clean date: Sept 1990
[x] Narcotics Anonymous

For James:
[x] Autism Speaks


Gifts, believe me, captivate both men and Gods, Jupiter himself was won over and appeased by gifts. -Ovid-

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.:: Saturday, July 11, 2009 ::.

I messed it all up ...

I don't have interent access here except by way of "my" wireless" router still connected at Mr. Man's place.  Sometimes the signal quality is excellent and sometimes poor or the ever mysterious "limited".  Day before yesterday I tried to edit my blog and then lost connection which totally messed up plenty of things between the <body> and </body> tags.  =^p

So blogwise some things have changed -- some things are missing.  I'll need to work on it.  Maybe a new layout is called for?  I guess it will give me something to do while I'm trying not to think of Mr. Man, how he's doing or how he'll ever survive without me. 

I'm sure he'll be just fine without me but there's this tiny, teeny, weensy part of me that wishes for his misery without me.  I can hear my sister saying, "How old are you?" because it probably sounds a bit juvenile.  But there it is ... the awful truth ... I kinda sorta miss him and hope he's miserable without me. 

He was out until the wee hours last night so he's probably not miserable.  More like he's enjoying the freedom to drink his life away.  Funny that I'm still in the condo complex but I never see him -- this is a good thing.  I don't need to see him.  Seeing him would only tug at my heart.  I've been with him nearly twelve years.  Yes, he was abusive but he wasn't abusive ALL the time and it's those sweet parts of him I miss.  It's gonna take time.  I know I have to go through this pain and separation anxiety -- there's no way  over it, under it or around it -- I have to go through it ... one day at a time.  Today is day three.

me = horse

him = burning barn

Friday, don't ran back into the barn!

past = darkness

future = bright

Friday, go into the light!

And in the end, the love you take
is equal to the love you make
Chronicled :: 9:41 am :: Friday's Child

Diane J Standiford
July 19, 2009   08:55 PM PDT
You are doing the right thing. I cried until there were no tears left. Was left for MY BROTHER. They moved in below me. It hurt and that never went away, not in 33 years, but I found true love, pure joy---30yrs now---seek out a new love. You are worth it.
July 14, 2009   05:28 PM PDT
I don't feel bad for Dave any more. He just proves, time and time again that he is the scum everyone knows him to be. I don't miss him and he can suffer all he wants because he put himself in this situation whether it was me that filed or not. It is partly my fault for thinking I could do anything ever to help him. Unfortunately I failed and it was detrimental to myself and Lexie. I'm just glad I am getting out of this mess, though I will have to deal with him for most of the rest of my life.
July 14, 2009   07:47 AM PDT
Hang in there and put your sunglasses on as you head toward that light.. with people like your sister, and anjelle, doctor doug who's up there panting, ... diedre.. Laura.. Pen.. that light is gonna be pretty darn be prepared with UV protection type, ultra cool sunglasses!
July 12, 2009   04:50 PM PDT
You're strong enough to do this Friday. It seems dark now but the light will come.
July 11, 2009   04:25 PM PDT
All of your feelings are normal. I'm with you in spirit, love.
July 11, 2009   01:00 PM PDT
*pant, pant*

(In case you let without a pair of pants)
July 11, 2009   12:36 PM PDT
*pet, pet, pet*

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